Day 3

Today is day three without a cigarette.  My sponsor  has been lying to me.  I was told on day one that it would be the hardest and if i could just get through the first day it will only get better. FALSE. At the end of day two he apologized to me, and said that he had to tell me day one was the worst so i wouldn't give up, but day two really is the hardest day. FALSE AGAIN? yes indeed.  Now it is day three and surprise, surprise its far worse. On day two, i was driving to work and my car read 5000 rpm...10 mph and dropping.. Now i just bought this car two months ago and it only has 50,000 miles on it and in the past two months i have had the car for a whopping 3 weeks. First comes the engine light.. a month and a lot of bullshit later i have a brand new engine...i get to drive my car for another whopping 5 days and what sounds like the transmission is now fucked up too. Wow, it feels good to vent.  On the bright side today is almost over and tomorrow is a new day.  Hopefully the nicotine withdraw(which for a non smoker or someone who has never tried to quit before feels like i would imagine heroin withdraw) will be easier tomorrow.  If it is not easier however then i always knew nobody liked i quitter, and i can go right back to where i was before.  Another good thing, my company is having a trunk show this weekend, which i am helping with and i always enjoy the trunk shows! Sorry for complaining its really all i have on my mind right now. come check out the trunk show its really cool jewelry and right in chester springs! Lenoradame.com